The Awakening

Written by Lesley Tara

Hello out there :) 

It's not often I get time to write an update on my blog these days. Time seems to have simply ceased in my world..no time to do anything any more..in a blink of the eye the evening has passed and I am still staring at my list of a trillion practical tasks I haven't managed to complete. I then fall exhausted into bed and say to myself yet again,  "tomorrow is another day"! 

The good news is I say it with a smile, with gratitude for the day that just zipped past and with an appreciation that I have done as much as I could possibly muster and that that, is quite alright, it is good enough! ..yes I AM good enough.


I finally got there, to the land of believing that I am good enough.. I just jumped right through that veil..finally, and here I am ..all tired and torn up..all confused, dazed and wondering what the h*ll just happened..cause one day I was in the old world, jogging along thinking it was all real..if a tad dull and meaningless..then KAPOW..



... THE SHIFT started happening..I suppose it crept up on me over the years ..but I didn't notice, not really really notice..I mean yes I knew I was getting more and more interested in the spiritual path, loved meditation, eating veggie food, I was becoming aware of the plight of the world around me, the injustice and the cruelty, and wanting to help, to assist, to care for, to do for .. to serve!! .. and of course for years I have been completely laughing hysterically at the crazy fairytales the mainstream media were telling us..

...but from there, where I could still pass for 'normal' to now..where the bottom dropped out of my dream and all of a sudden I could surely feel the shift quite intensely as if I had literally just switched radio channels..and here I stand quite literally in a world between worlds. Not really any longer part of the old world and its old values, like a spectator really, and yet, not quite sure how to begin my new projects in the 5th D. 

So I now completely get the concept of a foot in both worlds .. I have done it for a long long while unconsciously I suspect,  but now..the penny dropped or was it the veil..and I have moments of complete 3D amnesia where I dance freely in the 5D energies, and how blissful they are..like a warm fresh shower of spring rain and sparkling liquid light ..  then ...


Kaboom.. I have to immerse myself back into 3D, which I do without reserve for friends and family, for work, for shopping and for appearing normal ha ha, but it feels like it hurts almost physically at times, loud noises, strong smells, and worse.. worst is harsh words and lower frequencies..ow these hurt..ha ha its all such a strange turn of events..awakening is so much fun..but ..it can be exhausting indeed :)

Anyways.. where was I..I guess in many ways it’s really happening here .. the shift is here and for some of us it is here and NOW..no more curtains to pull back..we have done it..but what now..this is a new lanscape and I HAVE NO MAP :) 

Here in my world of sorts :) I am involving myself so much more in the journey of the indigo (read) sensitive, empathic teens and young adults and am having some miraculous visions and experiences..I simply know now that it's what I am here on this beautiful planet to do. To help these souls be heard, seen and as an old warrior who has walked before them, I can genuinely really seeeeee them and affirm them and without being over the top and too oooh la spiritual :) 

We need to deal with our indigos practically, help them off drugs or out of depression, out of apathy or sadness or even just out of finding life dull..not by telling them to stop feeling what they are feeling or doing what they are doing but by raising the vibration when they are around us, by the words we use and the environment we create and then...they start to 'get it'..  I get through to them..it just happens..i feel it, they feel it.. the beginning of the shift..an awakening code ...they are amazing souls and great warriors..they are collapsing the system by saying NO I refuse to participate..they are not losers or dropouts, depressed or ADHD  these kids and young adults are highly intelligent but bored and fidgety and oh SO SO SO  much else ...

and  right now...

...the media here is simply exploding with stories about the increase in ADHD cases (labels) and ever growing endless long waiting lists of teens young adults being told they need psychiatric care..teen depression..dropping out of school...on and on so the time is ripe for the truth and knowledge about the star kids to burst forth ..the relief it will bring many to realise that they have been breaking down the old and stand on the edge of the new, that their sensitivity and 'difference' is a valuable gift, that they are not wrong, weird or out of sync..but are who they are meant to be and doing the task they agreed to do..

WOW I remember still when it clicked for me..the sense of immediate understanding, relief and instinctive knowingness that it was true..I was not wrong to be different .Iw as 'special' but not in an egoistic way..all is revealed to each of us when the time is right,..and NOW, collectively the time is right for the Indigos to understand who they are..and somehow I am involved in this....I am not pure indigo.. I am a generation before and most likely 'blue ray empath..with many indigo traits..haha more labels..my son ..on the other hand is a complete indigo warrior and now beginning to 'get it' after dropping high school, dabbling with drugs and sooooooo much more to turn a mother's hair grey and break her spirit in the old world (view)..it is so AWESOME to see his ancient memories clicking into place..

Ahh my friends we live in amazing times indeed..:D

With much love and excitement from me on this full moon day 

Lesley Tara xxx